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Friday, 28. June 2002
How do you know?

How is it you know that the house you are about to buy is the house for you? When we drove into the street and parked I knew instantly that the house was the house for me. It had an air of prosperity and well being and I immediately fell in love with its character and outlook. I literally flew down the driveway and as soon as I stepped through the door I was filled with warmth. Strange as it seems I cannot account for this sense, almost a kind of ache of familiarity - of coming to a place that knew me and seemed to engulf and expect me. I went through the house in seconds and walking through its bare rooms the feeling remained.

I know that the house reached out at me with a certainty of knowing. Certainly, on a conscious level I felt warmth. How can one have expectations without memory? A strange familiarity - it knew me as I knew it - I felt as if I had come home. Everything seemed so oddly and yet so comfortingly familiar. I’ve attempted to connect the place to memory or a dream, to help me process an explanation for the familiarity and warmth I felt. The call of the place, its knowingness, the longing it evinced makes it all quite certain, even before I knew it myself, that the house had its origins in my existence and was waiting for me.

Yet, as much as I love the house and care for it, I know that at some point in time the house and I will part. This knowing does not sadden me as I am only a guardian of this place but I also know that when I leave a part of me will remain. As the house ages, so will its memories, its very being. The house will live, grow and age, as I live grow and age. As I move on so will the house.

The time will come when its calling will once again be heard and another family will find contentment within its four walls ...

 
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